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Sat, 20 Nov 2004 05:45:53 GMT

Sun, 10 Oct 2004 23:37:22 GMT

k like half of you left me cuz my internet died again. you guys suck. this week i jumped the fence after second period and stuffed myself into a mustang with five lipstick peroxide girls. and it made righteous vroom vroom noises. vrOOOoom. vrOoom.

i'm out of it like always but more so take advantage. i like theatre a lot. i cut my hair again and there are pictures. this journal sucks.

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add me k ilu<3534444

Sat, 09 Oct 2004 18:45:19 GMT

hay lj. i havent been able to write or anything cuz they killed our internet again. :( im at mat's house right now and we are going to riot with old lesbians in a minute. i'll be back by tuesday<3

ps myspace: yr_art_sucks@mail.com (chut up)

Fri, 24 Sep 2004 23:32:57 GMT

september the birds are already flying south there is always one trailing to catch up shoulder wings arching capacity bird breathing bird anxiety the girls barge into the bathroom early dirty mouthed loud like an announcement WE ARE TOUGHER THAN YOU 200039812 i do not care about precalculus i just want to quit and waste my life with empty fillers i just want to cheat and die glamarous before the fucking consequences yes i want to be like my idiot youth anything to assuage (the apple fell and taught us we are chained here to the ground) so i'll go to anybody vain enough to be sick of being safe

Tue, 21 Sep 2004 05:47:30 GMT

that kid on the left was pimp with the ladies.

i couldn't eat cake.

so i took pictures of my feet instead. and everyone else's

i didn't take that one.

my cousin ^ got bored and put my old clothes on.

she looked like me last year. i don't know if that's a compliment

everyone freaked out.

i have twin cousins that skateboard in sync.

my aunt came to visit. she got me sharpies and ten dollar hairclips.

fin

my mechanical heart

Tue, 21 Sep 2004 01:35:55 GMT

pssht. i know you have missed my horny songs.<3x

LA LA LA
KNOCK ME OUT
WE GOT A LITTLE THING
GOIN NOW

YOU ARE THE BOY
THE CAUSE OF THE SHOT
OH FIX THE WIRES FOR
MY MECHANICAL HEART

LA LA LA
PIN ME DOWN
INSIDE THE BEDSHEETS
AND WE DANCE AROUND

OH TIME IS NOTHING
WHEN WE'RE DIRTY GLAM
YOU ARE THE MUSIC FOR
MY MECHANICAL HEART

LA LA LA LA LA LA LA

IT AIN'T
HAAAAARD DRIVE
ME
CRAAAAZY

LETS SPIN OUTTA HERE
SPIN SPIN SP SP SPIN BOY

YOU BE THE GLITTER
I'LL BE THE GOLD
YEAH HOLD ME CLOSER
MASTER

OF

MY MECHANICAL HEART

(beep.)

yesterday i was stranded.

Thu, 09 Sep 2004 17:44:24 GMT

i feel gross.

me and kieaira took the buses to riverside and went to salvation army. she walked out wearing this blazer thing right off the shelf and i got a brown tie and old men kept asking me what the hell dead kennedys meant.

then we took the wrong fucking bus and woke up in corona, or something. we met this hot emo dude at metrolink and he liked my pins a lot and was like yea, come to my house. so we played with his emo hair and listened to his emo guitar playing and talked till way late. his dad walked in and was like "what the hell is goin on"

i didnt know my home number and we were broke and we had no fucking ride home. frank who is also a hot emo dude saved us but we couldnt find my house cuz i didnt know my adress. xD so we lay outside at like 4 amz eating anthrax lollipops and listening to belle and sebastian and asking him if the stars made him want to cry.then we passed out and spent the night in his garage after telling bad stories and listening to his emo guitar playing and k was pushing a flashlight to her head and asking if we could see her brains.

my parents probably think i died or something. it's raining like fuck out. in fucking moreno valley. i'm skipping school to watch robots die. my hair looks like shit and i'm too calm cuz i never panic at the right times. like my parents are the type of people who don't even let me sleepover houses. like i'm fucking asian. i'm such a loser and i don't care enough.

oh and i met the one rad guy that all the chicks want cuz he wears tight polkadot pants. and his girlfriend they were nice. most of the time people are so goddam snobby. everyone needs peace

and flower power

i lost my goddam shoe.

Sun, 05 Sep 2004 22:12:01 GMT

what update?

Sun, 08 Aug 2004 05:53:33 GMT

lol john's sober and he's being really sweet.umm

these past few weeks i've been living off of random pills, halloween candy, tapwater, and happy happy indiepop. yes, mmm. it rules and right now my heart is racing hard and i hear everything and it rules anyway

we're moving tommorrow so we won't have the internet for 3 weeks (oi..)

i will miss yous;-; especially edvins hair and mat's sex and diane's knees and raquelles badmotherfuckingness and everyone else thnx for putting up with me.. :x you guys take care of regi for me k c: see you fucks when school starts<352

Sat, 07 Aug 2004 02:15:58 GMT

Two high notes (bent):

e--7-----
B-----5--

bent?

Fri, 06 Aug 2004 17:47:54 GMT

back to school shopping

Thu, 05 Aug 2004 19:53:59 GMT

Thu, 05 Aug 2004 18:58:45 GMT

how many of you will be left
to drink whiskey at my funeral party
remember to bring your flask and
pour a shot for your dead homie

shake your ass around my casket
shake your ass around my casket
shake your ass around my casket

and
bring your beach blankets
volleyballs winecoolers
spin your favorite records

*sean nana - princess and the pony

Thu, 05 Aug 2004 18:23:03 GMT

Thu, 05 Aug 2004 03:48:04 GMT

fuckin fuckin yeahyeah or ill fucking like fucking kick yr fucking ass

Sun, 01 Aug 2004 21:36:59 GMT

http://www.retarddisco.com/video/HawnayDryHumpBig.mov?PHPSESSID=cb9ff61a4274f1254586e63759045f6b

Sun, 01 Aug 2004 14:54:03 GMT

i only wanted to use this icon for like a day so i could be like darian and then flickk the whole world off. brilliantPUT DOWN THAT SCIENCE POLE was fuckin awesome!!%kjlaflakf. mat is fun dancing is fun dancing with mat is fun. woot woot woot. the show was sold out so we snuck in and then got kicked out and then jacked wristbands and then got kicked outa gain but it wasokay because we got to dance on stage two x and play down by the banks with our new hippie friend george and there was this one singer who kept pacing back and forth & saying "fucking fucking" & "you know" alot &" live your life and thanks for being kids and ilovemyspace.akl

"

that hurt my feeling.

Sat, 31 Jul 2004 19:51:19 GMT

i am not a nice girl. i am quiet and emotional, but i am anything but cute. i do not want butterfly kisses. i do not want to cuddle. i am not your girlfriend. i don't want a flower. i want hard fucking. i want a blood bath on my whitevine bedsheets. i have no respect for you or me. i want to tear your pulsing heart out. i want to devour then dispose. my soul was not sold, just borrowed. my rhymes? lies; innercoated with rancor (makes a sweet-tasting poison). i spin mainly for vanity. i kiss soft to keep you vulenerable. you are pathetic, bending into me. you are not my world. you are just a nice boy.

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH

Sat, 31 Jul 2004 03:23:40 GMT

SOMEONE TAKE ME TO SEE THE FEVER TOMMORROW ;____;

Fri, 30 Jul 2004 22:47:07 GMT

i killed a bug today. grey guts fell out. with yellow pieces. i felt bad.

packing is a bitch. this son g is the shiznaz. you and me are gonna be together some day. i'm sick of my shoes. i don't miss you. just you liking me. and maybe your hair. [dye]

jaimie is not an asshole on purpose. he is obliviously insensitive which makes him come off as an asshole. insensitve anuses do not mix well with the emotionally unstable whobecause they are the utter opposite of insensitive. thus, we can never breed; sry

Thu, 29 Jul 2004 23:03:55 GMT

le smirk.

Thu, 29 Jul 2004 04:58:26 GMT

whore poet
insecure girls
eat up your cheap metaphors
like little cakes
we're sort of the same
which one of us
is cheating

woot!@2

Thu, 29 Jul 2004 00:24:12 GMT

k so __murderclause was really nice and made me a layout. go see!!: funky_comatina. it's all weird and creepy with lyrics that're to cool for you and i love it. thnx, kid!! yea he makes pretty layouts so if you need one go ask him. oh and he is also rly qt.

next is the meaning of life

Wed, 28 Jul 2004 19:57:12 GMT

i have come to the conclusion that if a tree falls in the middle of nowhere it does in fact make a sound because otherwise it wouldn't emmit any SOUNDWAVES

, you dumbasses.

Sun, 25 Jul 2004 01:40:44 GMT

im dying, man.